Wednesday, August 6, 2008

A nerve crushing week, and.. if it got any worse, it would be armageddon.
Monday,
Dad came back telling me about a gossip he heard; bout me being too serious when playing badminton with the uncles and aunties, that I should loosen up a lil' cause most of them play for fun. WTH? Badminton isn't fun if I don't put my all into it! That's what I think at least. Not just that, he told me that some of them think I'm particularly nice to this particular person, a datuk (a lady and in this case, a rich one). They think I treat her nicer because she's rich. Could anyone believe that? I'm not even going to try and explain it. So here,

Tuesday,
Felt uneasy all over for no reason. Tried to take off the faceplate protector on my PS3 and forgot how hard it was to stick it on the first time, ... too late. Anyway, tried washing it but to no avail, and I think it's dirtier than ever with micro hair stuck onto the sticky part. Spent hours trying to fix it and finally gave up and stuck it back on. Note to self: Write a letter to Sony to complain about the glossy finish on the PS3 OR asks Sony to go into the faceplate market.
Wednesday,
Started out quite ok until I started playing Starcraft Brood Wars. Damned that game is hard. Actually, only the last few Zerg missions are hard. The difficulty gap is just too wide for me to think of any suitable idioms. F*CK. And I plan on finishing the game before I start reading the novel, Starcraft Archive. F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F. How could anyone have completed it without cheating?! TELL ME!! I'm on mission 8, and the previous mission was a living hell. Me, a single zerg base, up against a whole base of impentrable protoss base. I can't touch the main base since they're up on higher ground and I have no air support, no guardians, no mutalisks, no nothing. Mission 8 is entirely different. I have all the available units, but I'm up against a whole map of enemies of Terran and Zergs, and they're brutal.. around 10 minutes into the game, they start sending siege tanks and battlecruisers at me, all fully upgraded. I did all I could just to survive and managed to take down 2 bases(around 10-15% of the map?), when I realized it's just impossible to continue...
However, that's not the worst part of today is, surprisingly. I came back from guitar lesson and surfed around til I stumble upon something. A past story, one concerning the dumbest things I did in life yet couldn't forget. Prompted me to start blogging now of all times. Part of me says I should be happy for that someone, part of me just don't know what to say. I'm a forgetful person sometimes but when it comes to certain things, ..I just can't help but recycle it through my brain over and over again. Hell, I won't give you guys the satisfaction of seeing my soft side. Just feel like letting it out, so there!
Could someone tell me how to get taller?
Either that, or sponsor me a, no, make that 2 punching bags (not made in China please)
Or provide me with alcohol, real strong stuff, stuff that'll punch me out in one sip but won't give me a hangover..
I'm out...
goes back to listening to Rod Stewart - The first cut is the deepest (nice song btw, especially under the circumstances)
Edit: Mozilla crashed on me when I finished.. Armageddon!! It could not get any worse my crap! But blogger saved a draft, so I guess things are going uphill again? I hope..
Fight on 9:36 AM